Monday, June 22, 2015

All Hurt Of Me



All hurts of me have come from some cause
many pain getting nothing to alter of it
so heartbeats never left me on an easy way
weeping in quietly knight closing the door
no one have cared about me in that moments
i have known at last you never like me
whatever I perform for you
still I’m watching you standing alone everywhere from a little far
my all fancy happen around you…

Tuesday, June 2, 2015

Life Is In Limbo of Malaysia



Quote : “I am an MBBS doctor, I had a sweet voice on the consultation with the patient, But most of the time I never give advice to take pure food all the time because I expect a lot of patients every day.”
“If I tell the Immigration cops that I am pious about Islam, will they leave me alone, even though I have invalid papers?”
“In this company, there are none like me because I always have the option to speak in English, just like the company owner‘s wife, who is also the operations-manager of the company”.


Most developing countries have a color-coded community; in Malaysia also it is not uncommon. Here, there are mainly three types of color-coded society: namely Malay, Chinese and Indian black, known as “Tamil.” In Malaysia, mostly opportunities embrace with color-coded events.
I was born in a stark harsh society in which all conflicts are common, only for some property between parents and children, and between kinship siblings. Sometimes it goes to the bloodshed. Here there is absolutely appearance about three seasons: severe winter, summer and rainy. Almost have a hurricane every year. Sometimes flood influence on the island because it was raining heavily between India and Nepal. Rainwater goes into Bangladesh to cross for the sea. I was born in a Muslim family does not have any non-Muslim houses close to my house, five miles away had several Hindu homes, they are absolutely poor and weak . I see from a tender age is my family had to struggle to survive on the island, despite all neighbor are Muslim here. We fought against introducing people in day period and unknown people in knight period, traitor police-officer arrive to testify accident when it is completely cool. People suffer loss because of massive natural disaster, still people engage with neighbors in the case of a little bit. 
I came to Malaysia more than five year ago dramatically, just for survive with better peace. All is living on my guess yet. I continue to struggle against the problem just to survive because the color code of social, tribe and religion. Sometimes I think that I’m between stark and harsh environment of all, I’m afraid to sleeping later.